November has one main birthday in it and that’s my Stepdads Birthday on the 10th and this year I will get to see him for his birthday as we will be up in Cairns to visit friends and family so Happy Birthday Dad oxox 🙂
It will be a very busy month for my man he has started his Project Management course which will continue throughout the month whilst he continues his normal work duties on top I’m so proud of him even though I know how stressed out he is at the moment he will at least be walking away with another Cert 4 to his list of achievements he has completed over his hard working career.
As for me apart from going up to see my family and friends for the weekend next weekend I still have to get another blood test and a CT scan done to see if they can see what’s going on with me. I have been on my anti depressant tablets now for a few weeks and the only difference I have is that I’m now sleeping through the nights but I still feel like crap and I still feel tired it’s very frustrating when you know you do all the right things I don’t drink or smoke I go to bed around the same time every night I try and eat as healthy as I can and nothing seems to be working for me.
Rockstar’s open-world crime thriller LA Noire comes to PS4 and Xbox one in November
Features a range of technical enhancements and all expansion content.
I am really looking forward to this I read that it may cost around the £30 price point which means here in Australia is will cost around $60 I love Rockstar games and I can’t wait for this one 🙂
Whooo hooo my 2.5 External HDD/SSD Enclosure has arrived that I won through Twitter Thank You So Much ZOTAC UK & Nordics and ADATA for this Rockstar prize 🙂
Now not only can I use any of my existing hard drives in this enclosure it turns them into one sexy rockstar unit and it’s sooo light when I got handed the box by the delivery guy I thought is it even in there lol it’s that light wow.
Now I’m off to Play some games on the Xbox One 🙂
Note: I don’t have the Hard Drive in this video only the Enclosure and I got this video off Youtube I just wanted to show you what it is and does 🙂
It has been a busy October for us so far on the 10th it was one of my best friends husbands 40th birthday I was very happy and pleased to hear when I rang that he was at home with his wife and three kidlets to open his pressies and have cake together as usually he is at work when I ring to wish him happy birthday.
It’s also my sister in laws birthday on the 10th she went over to visit her relatives and friends over in New Zealand and from what I have seen on Facebook she is having a wonderful time.
On the 17th it’s one of my very best friends 40th birthday I have known her since we were in grade 2 so I will be ringing her tomorrow to wish her a happy 40th birthday. She had a party for her and her husband but I couldn’t go as I’m still sick and John is going to Brisbane for work this week as usual there is too much happening all at once I would have loved to have gone I’m too tired to be out yet alone to be bowling and how I look and feel atm it just doesn’t feel right the last time I was there I was fit and healthy and flirty and sexy and that’s how I want those memories to remain not overweight, ugly with pimples everywhere and very unwell to boot I just wouldn’t of been happy to be sitting on the sidelines watching everyone else have fun while I couldn’t and I would of left early because I was too tired so for me it just wasn’t worth going it maybe different if I had still been living up there and we didn’t have to drive for 9.5ish hours to get there I could of just called in for a few minutes at least I’m hoping to catch up with her the next time I’m up.
John has been very busy at work he is flying down to Brisbane tomorrow for work for 3 days and he has just had the green light go ahead to do his Cert 4 in Project Management so that means he will have to fly to Brisbane another 3 times over the next month or so to do and complete this course I’m very happy and proud of him for working so hard to achieve what he wants in his career and for himself personally he truly in my eyes is a Rockstar.
As for me almost two weeks ago I went back to my doctor to find out my sleep study results and my second Ultrasound on my pelvis results. Well my sleep study results came back with absolutely nothing I have no sleep apnea or any other sleep problems zero zip nadda so I then asked my doctor why am I soooo tired all the time and he said well I’m not sure and he once again asked me questions about how I sleep and whats happens I told him my mind races and I can’t go to sleep and that I sometimes wake up at 3 in morning and can’t go back to sleep so he has put me on anti depressants to one help me sleep as they cause drowsiness(a lot of drowsiness I’ve had to cut the tablets in half as it was too much for me which my doctor said to do if that was the case) and two they will help with my Anxiety I really didn’t want to go on them as I have seen what happened when my stepson was on them but I’m at the stage after feeling sick and out of sorts for now 2 years it’s time to try just about anything that I haven’t already tried so far I have been feeling out of it and like drugged for around 7 days and the last few days I feel much better and back in some form of the world but still not right and I’m now sleeping from 9pm through to between 730am and 8am so I feel like I sleep more and all I feel I do is take tablets and sleep throughout my days and I’m still tired all the time weather I do things or not John did say that I seem a bit brighter which I do but I’m still not what I was or what I want to be. As for my Ultrasound once again they couldn’t see what was happening they thought I had fluid in my tubes but their not sure so I now have to go and get a CT scan done to try and see what’s going on I also have to get another blood test which is covering everything to see how all levels of everything is going.
I’m looking forward to playing some of this this October I haven’t played too much of anything as I get tired so easily so I’m hoping I will get to play some in the next few weeks 🙂
I hope you all have a Rockstar October lots of love Brony 🙂
This is the new No 1 on the Aria Charts here in Australia it’s definitely a song about a Rockstars lifestyle lol.
My real life Rockstar (my man) arrived home safe from his two week trip to Cairns to look after and see his 14 year old son for the school holidays he drives up on his own for 9.5ish hours and then has his son for two weeks and then drives back here home for another 9.5ish hours now that is a true Rockstar in my opinion.
As for me I’m a real life zombie that’s how I look and feel at the moment I think I need to invest in some of these lol:
I will be ringing my doctors to get a appointment to get my results from my sleep study this week.
Talking about Rockstars I also love Rockstar Games.
I love Grand Theft Auto 5 (GTA5) here is the latest update for the online game:
I also love Red Dead Redemption and I can’t wait for the second one here is the clip for the new upcoming sequel:
I’m getting very excited about this too:
Rockstar Games is re-releasing LA Noire for HTC Vive, Nintendo Switch, Xbox One, and Playstation 4 on November 14th 2017. The post Rockstar Games announces “LA Noire: The VR Case Files” for HTC Vive appeared first on VR Source. #Gaming #HTCVive #News
Rockstar Games announces “LA Noire: The VR Case Files” for HTC Vive
When your a Rockstar the sky’s the limit 🙂
I know I only posted about my new competition win arrival yesterday but as I was going through all my social media sites I found out I had won another prize yet again this time it was a runners up prize here is what I have won:
No more bland enclosures. Turn any 2.5” SSD or HDD into extra gaming storage with a design that pops out from the crowd. This is an enclosure for gamers, made fast, tough, and classy with tool-free install and instant plug n game
High speed cleans out lag
Dedicated controller maximizes USB 3.1/SATA 6Gb/s conversion efficiency
Fast SATA 6Gb/s and USB 3.1 in harmony
Install and load even the biggest games with no compromise: virtually identical to internal storage
Super easy tool-free install
Any 2.5” SSD/HDD takes literally minutes to install – no tools or screws needed
Secure lock and easy open
Flick the switch securely lock the EX500 and unlock it for quickly swapping drives
Detachable lock puts you in charge
Remove the lock mechanism and reinsert it as needed – you’re in control
Tool-free install steps
This prize is my 6th one won so far 🙂
Well it’s finally the Weekend and as I’m still fatigued I will not be doing too much but I still have a few choices and here they are:
My computer I can listen to music on Spotify whilst going through my emails and social media sites etc.
My gaming computer I can play games on my gaming computer.
My xbox one I can play games on my xbox one.
I can watch tv shows and movies on my netflix account on my blu ray player.
So no matter what I choose to do this weekend it’s going to be a fairly laid back one it looks like the weather isn’t going to be very nice anyways so it’s just right for indoor activities.
Here are some songs to get you in the mood for the Weekend:
I hope you all have a wonderful Weekend no matter what you do 🙂
While my Ma and Pa (stepdad) are enjoying there wonderful Holiday over in England and Wales I thought I would do a Blog post on my fave Holiday memories and my fave Holiday song.
When I was 13 my bio Dad won the lottery and decided to take me and my Ma and my foster sister Shelley on a holiday to the Gold Coast so we packed our bags and went on our way down the coast from Cairns I made sure I took my Sony Walkman and my cassette tape of Madonna’s The Immaculate Collection with me:
This song just brings back so many memories for me and got me so excited for our Holiday I played the whole tape back to back the whole time we were in the car all 19 hours and 46 mins lol.
I remember staying at the Jupiters Casino:
I got in trouble for wearing odd socks in the restaurant which back then was all the rage and then me and Shelley got room service Cheese burgers and chips and Ice cream Sundays for dessert while Ma and Dad went to see a show in the casino I also remember going on the monorail which is now closed into the city we went to Grundy’s which is now closed as well.
We also went to the Theme parks:
I have been to Dreamworld a few times and it was always my fave one to go to I loved the rides and got to cuddle a koala which pee’ed on me luckily they also have white water world so I could wash the pee off on the slides lol. It’s a shame the park has had bad trouble in recent history which makes me very sad.
I loved Movie World too it was so much fun and I couldn’t believe I found my best friend Nicky (we had special nicknames she was Nickel and I was Bronze) there on one of the parks busiest days I remember going with her on this roller coaster ride over and over again and I loved the Gremlins ride and the Car stunt show and going behind the scenes on the movie lot.
So what are your favourite Holiday memories and songs to listen to along the way ?
Today is my Birthday my wonderful darling man got me Resident Evil 7 and Marshmallows to go with my Minions Hot Chocolate for my birthday 🙂 I have played all 6 Resident Evil games and this one so far is the scariest and I’m glad I got something to drink to warm me up as it’s quite cold atm.
I also entered more competitions today you’ve got to be in the draw to win them the more you enter the better chances of winning them.
Well I’m off to draw my weapons in Resident evil 7 🙂
Update: It took me about 5 days to finish Resident Evil 7 I really enjoyed it I was hoping it would be my new fave of the franchise but one still remains my top fave and that is Resident Evil 2 I loved the zombies and lickers in it to me it was the best one of them all so far.
What makes me smile is listening to music while entering competitions and sometimes I win them which really puts a smile on my dial 🙂
I entered a few more comps today and I thought I would do a recap of what I have won so far this past year:
This was my first win and a bonus it was in blu-ray I love this tv show I started watching season 3 the other day.
This was my second win I loved everything I got John helped me eat the food lol and I learnt that just because a movie has the word children in it doesn’t mean children should watch it quite scary in parts for children this movie.
This was my third win I love this because it not only cooks rice but also veges in it and it even came with a spatula too.
This was my fourth win it also came with two Dad quest pins for John to wear I gave it to John as he has been on a Dad quest for 14 years which reminds me:
Happy Birthday to my stepson who is 14 today we hope you had a wonderful day and remember to keep smiling oxox 🙂
Honourable mention I would of won this Airism shirt from Uniqlo but unfortunately it had to be claimed from Brisbane and my brother was away at the time to claim it for me.
What makes you smile 🙂
I want to do a post on Gambling it’s been a part of my life since I was little as my father was and still is a mad gambler he started at the age of 18 playing poker with his mates and then progressed to lotto, horse racing and when the Cairns Casino came he played every game possible blackjack, keno, and the pokies he would always tell you when he won and how much he won but never would tell you when he lost and how much he had lost it was good when he won a jackpot as he would spend it on us buying us things and taking us on holidays his biggest Jackpot he won was $140,000 on keno (I was 26 at the time) which he spent on painting the outside of his house, a new stereo system, appliances for the kitchen and a Triumph motorcycle (I’d wished he’d done what I asked him to do and that was to pay his house off but he didn’t unfortunately he is still paying it off) he is still trying to win the big one but on a tighter budget now he is retired and on a pension whenever I hear the song the gambler I think of my dad.
How crazy is that the song came out the year I was born my father had me in training for gambling at the age of five playing blackjack we started playing with bottle caps and then as the years went on and I got very good at the game we would play with 5 cent coins and then fake casino chips that he had collected over the years. When I turned 18 they built a Casino in my home town so that’s where I went for my 18th birthday I also had a birthday party with friends and family as well but I couldn’t wait to use my blackjack skills for real and I loved it I was hooked immediately I will say I have always been good at saving money and I did the same here I would only take my limit with me which was $50 and if I lost it then I would go home and if I won anything over $100 in a jackpot I would take it out and go home.
The most I ever won on blackjack was two lots of $500 in two weeks on the 7 system which was my fave to play as 7 is my lucky number the most I won on the pokies was $250 on the dolphin treasure machine I got all the treasure chests in a row triggering the free spins. The other thing I loved about going to the casino was spending time with my dad we would play and then have dinner afterwards it was a passion we both had and a way to communicate with each other.
When I met my man John when I was 26 things quickly changed with my gambling habit as he didn’t like gambling I did continue for a little while as my mother was now into playing the pokies as well but I eventually realized what gambling had done to my father and the family and how much of a hold it had on him and his life and what really could be lost and that is relationships (which is ultimately what happened over time) which to me is way more important than money (I would rather pay off a house than try and win a jackpot that may never happen).
I still do play but only for fun not for real money (the only way I would play for real again would be if I was in Las Vegas) My fave site to play on is https://www.google.com.au/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwigzcam3pPUAhXFW7wKHSS5D2EQFggnMAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.vegasslotsonline.com%2Ffree%2F&usg=AFQjCNGT4XULG-QNkK_rsS6c6rktreBPYg&sig2=6Ve9n3CeK_9YtKaKWYHW-Q
I only play the demo versions for free and I only play every now and then for fun and my man doesn’t mind that as it only uses internet data and not real money I also sometimes play pokies, blackjack and poker online mostly on Facebook.
That’s where I will leave it as I’m off to play for fun and remember please gamble responsively it’s not worth losing the people and things you love the most in your life oxox.