November

Hello November

November has one main birthday in it and that’s my Stepdads Birthday on the 10th and this year I will get to see him for his birthday as we will be up in Cairns to visit friends and family so Happy Birthday Dad oxox 🙂

It will be a very busy month for my man he has started his Project Management course which will continue throughout the month whilst he continues his normal work duties on top I’m so proud of him even though I know how stressed out he is at the moment he will at least be walking away with another Cert 4 to his list of achievements he has completed over his hard working career.

As for me apart from going up to see my family and friends for the weekend next weekend I still have to get another blood test and a CT scan done to see if they can see what’s going on with me. I have been on my anti depressant tablets now for a few weeks and the only difference I have is that I’m now sleeping through the nights but I still feel like crap and I still feel tired it’s very frustrating when you know you do all the right things I don’t drink or smoke I go to bed around the same time every night I try and eat as healthy as I can and nothing seems to be working for me.

Rockstar’s open-world crime thriller LA Noire comes to PS4 and Xbox one in November

Features a range of technical enhancements and all expansion content.
I am really looking forward to this I read that it may cost around the ÂŁ30 price point which means here in Australia is will cost around $60 I love Rockstar games and I can’t wait for this one 🙂
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October

It has been a busy October for us so far on the 10th it was one of my best friends husbands 40th birthday I was very happy and pleased to hear when I rang that he was at home with his wife and three kidlets to open his pressies and have cake together as usually he is at work when I ring to wish him happy birthday.

It’s also my sister in laws birthday on the 10th she went over to visit her relatives and friends over in New Zealand and from what I have seen on Facebook she is having a wonderful time.

On the 17th it’s one of my very best friends 40th birthday I have known her since we were in grade 2 so I will be ringing her tomorrow to wish her a happy 40th birthday. She had a party for her and her husband but I couldn’t go as I’m still sick and John is going to Brisbane for work this week as usual there is too much happening all at once I would have loved to have gone I’m too tired to be out yet alone to be bowling and how I look and feel atm it just doesn’t feel right the last time I was there I was fit and healthy and flirty and sexy and that’s how I want those memories to remain not overweight, ugly with pimples everywhere and very unwell to boot I just wouldn’t of been happy to be sitting on the sidelines watching everyone else have fun while I couldn’t and I would of left early because I was too tired so for me it just wasn’t worth going it maybe different if I had still been living up there and we didn’t have to drive for 9.5ish hours to get there I could of just called in for a few minutes at least I’m hoping to catch up with her the next time I’m up.

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John has been very busy at work he is flying down to Brisbane tomorrow for work for 3 days and he has just had the green light go ahead to do his Cert 4 in Project Management so that means he will have to fly to Brisbane another 3 times over the next month or so to do and complete this course I’m very happy and proud of him for working so hard to achieve what he wants in his career and for himself personally he truly in my eyes is a Rockstar.

As for me almost two weeks ago I went back to my doctor to find out my sleep study results and my second Ultrasound on my pelvis results. Well my sleep study results came back with absolutely nothing I have no sleep apnea or any other sleep problems zero zip nadda so I then asked my doctor why am I soooo tired all the time and he said well I’m not sure and he once again asked me questions about how I sleep and whats happens I told him my mind races and I can’t go to sleep and that I sometimes wake up at 3 in morning and can’t go back to sleep so he has put me on anti depressants to one help me sleep as they cause drowsiness(a lot of drowsiness I’ve had to cut the tablets in half as it was too much for me which my doctor said to do if that was the case) and two they will help with my Anxiety I really didn’t want to go on them as I have seen what happened when my stepson was on them but I’m at the stage after feeling sick and out of sorts for now 2 years it’s time to try just about anything that I haven’t already tried so far I have been feeling out of it and like drugged for around 7 days and the last few days I feel much better and back in some form of the world but still not right and I’m now sleeping from 9pm through to between 730am and 8am so I feel like I sleep more and all I feel I do is take tablets and sleep throughout my days and I’m still tired all the time weather I do things or not John did say that I seem a bit brighter which I do but I’m still not what I was or what I want to be. As for my Ultrasound once again they couldn’t see what was happening they thought I had fluid in my tubes but their not sure so I now have to go and get a CT scan done to try and see what’s going on I also have to get another blood test which is covering everything to see how all levels of everything is going.

I’m looking forward to playing some of this this October I haven’t played too much of anything as I get tired so easily so I’m hoping I will get to play some in the next few weeks 🙂

I hope you all have a Rockstar October lots of love Brony 🙂

 

 

September

It’s been a busy September for us so far my man has had lots on at his work with a 8 step investigation to do on top of all his other varied parts of his regular tasks he has to fulfil in his job. He is currently looking after his 14 year old son as it is currently school holidays as per consent orders with his son’s mother.

As for me I have had lots of medical tests to get done (which I did get done) a blood test to check how my Thyroid is going a Sleep study to see if I have sleep apnea and a Ultrasound on my pelvis which it looks like I have fluid in my tubes I am still waiting to get results on all these tests.

On the 23rd of September it’s my eldest brother David’s birthday and it’s also my mother in laws birthday so Happy Birthday Dave and Mum 🙂 oxxo.

Here are some September songs:

Here is more on Sam Smith’s new song:

I hope you all have a Good September (well what’s left of it anyways). Goodbye for now.

Brony Bell 🙂

Happy Fathers Day

On Sunday the 3rd of September 2017 it was Fathers Day here in Australia my darling man rang his Dad and I rang both my Dad and my Stepdad for a Fathers Day chat. I know my man isn’t my father and I shouldn’t have to do anything to make his day special but as his only son lives 9.5 hours drive away and rings to say: “My mouse isn’t working what should I do” with no Happy Fathers day well until he goes around to my In laws my stepsons grandparents later in the day to help them move furniture around in their new home he then calls to say Happy Fathers Day only because he is reminded by them I always try and make it a special day by letting my man do what he wants watch what he wants etc I was very lucky this year to have entered a competition for Fathers Day and I happen to have won it for him it arrived by mail yesterday here is what I won:

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My man is wrapped with his Fathers Day pressie and at least now we won’t have to role around in the hay in the dark anymore lol Brilliant 🙂

Here is some music for Fathers Day:

 

Look What You Made Me Do

This is the new No 1 song on the Aria charts here in Australia Taylor Swift has knocked Pink off her throne after only three weeks at the top I love the music video for Look What You Made Me Do I love the beginning with zombie Taylor (You know I love zombies lol) and at the end when she has all the different Taylor’s lined up and they all tell each other to SHUT UP (My fave Taylor is the Third one in the Black long sleeve shirt/dress as I love black clothes and it’s hip hoppy look). I know how that feels I often want to tell myself You can all SHUT UP lol.

I found this sign on Etsy I wished we had this sign when we lived on the cane farm as we always had so many people either living with us (foster children, friends and family) or visiting us and my poor Dad was always having to get someone in to help with our septic tank. I also like the graphics on the sign which lightens the seriousness of the message on the sign.

I can’t believe how Chilly it still is here it’s usually warming up by now overall totally it’s weird the mornings are really chilly and then the afternoons are hot then it gets chilly overnight again I wish the weather would make it’s mind up lol.

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August

It’s been a busy month so far it was my niece Sarah’s birthday on the 12th she and her boyfriend got to go over to New Zealand to help celebrate her boyfriends grandfathers birthday over there.

Last week I went and got another blood test to see if I need my Thyroid medication levels to be changed and next week on Wednesday I’m going to get rigged upped for my home sleep study to see if I also have sleep apnea which will take 10 days for the results to come back to me.

As for my wonderful man he has had a hard few weeks back since his holidays he had to attend two funerals for his work which really shook him up and is trying to catch up on what wasn’t done while he was away the poor bugger and he has been unwell to boot but what can you do the bills still have to be paid hey meh.

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What About Us

This is the new No 1 song on the Aria charts this week What About Us by Pink she knocked Despacito off from it’s long rein of 16 weeks at the top of the charts which if I were Pink I would be proud as punch of that. Stay tuned for Pink’s new album Beautiful Trauma on Oct. 13.

I have been asking that very question a lot lately What About Us when will it be me and my mans turn to have our cake and eat it too we have gone through so much over the last 14 years together the good and the bad but lately nothing seems to be going our way we have both worked so hard and yet we keep falling short of our goals it always seems like we take two steps forward and three steps back it’s so very frustrating and I know that me being hit with unwellness hasn’t helped with us achieving our goals which is really hard when I’ve gone from being someone with passion and drive and enthusiasm to not even wanting to get out of bed most days which I always make myself do because who wants that for themselves and I also know that it could always be worse because I always strive to be positive and optimistic as I have always done but that is now a lot harder when you wake up everyday feeling unwell. Having said all this I wouldn’t change a thing and I’m Looking forward to the next chapter with you my wonderful man I love you oxox.

How cool is this:

 

I am also very grateful to have this year upgraded our mobile phone from a Samsung Galaxy S4: Image result for samsung galaxy s4

To a Samsung Galaxy S7 Edge

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Maybe I can set a new goal for myself and make a anti gravity cake drawing inspiration from the Samsung phones lol.

July

This is what is happening for me and my family in July it’s currently June/July school holidays and my man John is up in Cairns looking after his 14 year old son it’s hard for my man when his son doesn’t bring his student ID with him so they can’t go to places at local discount prices when you also have to fork out $768 per month in child support and pay for my stepsons food and entertainment on top it’s also winter and even though it doesn’t get as cold there as here in Mackay it has had moments of quite cold weather and rain up there so that also makes it hard to do things the last thing my man wants is a sick child or send him home sick and miss even more days off school.

It’s also my beautiful Niece Dana’s 20th birthday on the 10th of July I hope she has a wonderful day.

As for me I’m looking after our fur babies and our house while John is away I am also going to be preparing for my upcoming home sleep test next month I got all the documents and info to read and fill out for that today I didn’t realise how much you have to do beforehand. I hope you all have a wonderful July 🙂

 

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Friends

Hello my fellow blogger friends I thought I would update you on how things are with me I went back to the doctors last week saw a new doctor as my doctor was away and once again I asked about my fatigued and told him I can only drive 20 mins then I’m buggered or if I do some household chores in the morning I have to rest in the afternoon as I’m buggered he asked me some questions as I have been asked these questions before several times I thought once again nothing would happen thank god I had John with me again as back up to confirm what I was going through I told him I’ve been like this for over a year now and want some answers and I then was shocked he gave me what I’ve been after for this whole last year a sleep study test referral now I’m just waiting for them to ring me back for a appointment to get rigged up to a machine to take home for a night and hopefully I will get some answers on my fatigue and sleep issues for the first time in a long time I felt like I had been heard when I left the doctors office I started crying I just couldn’t believe it. I’m now on two different meds for my Thyroid during the week I’m good because I’m on 85mgs and then it’s a struggle come the weekend I’m only on 10 in the morning and 10 in the arvos as my thyroid specialist doesn’t want me to overdose on them if you get too much you can go to hyper instead of hypo and cause more problems for yourself. Thank You all for your love and support oxox.

June

It’s always a busy month for me and my family as there are a lot of birthdays for my family and friends to celebrate in June. On Wednesday this week it’s my 39th birthday (it’s also my cousins birthday on my birthday) then the following Wednesday it’s my Ma’s big 70th birthday she is currently over enjoying England and Wales visiting their grandchildren over there the day after Ma’s birthday it’s one of my dearest friends birthdays I also have another 4 friends born in June. Happy Birthday everyone I hope you all have a wonderful day oxox 🙂

It’s also winter here in Australia in June and once again I’m feeling it at least now I know why I have always hated the cold weather it’s currently 18 degrees here in Mackay I know that’s not very cold to a lot of people but when you have Hypothyroidism autoimmune thyroiditis being cold sucks and you feel it really badly and this year I’m determined not to get sick so I’m making sure I’m constantly rugged up.

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